Be yourself.

It seems that most people i interact with daily, have all sorts of complexities, possibly coming from early childhood and/or family issues. I think the reason i came to this conclusion is that i want to justify some behaviours towards me, as a defense mechanism. And just by thinking that probably means that I too have major psychological issues that have to be dealt with.

But what i cannot comprehend is the fact that some people who seem to know me regard me as a confused and lost child, while my friends think of me as a solid character capable of doing things most people hesitate, just because the things i do reach beyond their comfort zone.
It's a pity that i cannot describe those things here, publicly, and the reason for that is it's becausethey are questionable by society in general, but nonetheless they're for a good cause. Or so i think.

Of course everyone has his/her own opinion which is based on facts and afterthoughts they had about those facts, such as common activities we've done together, or work and so on...
I cannot expect everyone to have the same image about me, that's absurd.
But we all need an image to hold on to, i think, and reflecting ourselves using others is useful.
The only thing is who you can trust.













Who you can trust so that you can effectively reflect yourself, provide yourself with an image, which in
turn will help you create a character, or rather modify the already existing one.

If you're surrounded by morons and social parasites you're pretty much screwed.

There's always the possibility that you are the moronic parasite you hate so much.

Do not forget this.


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There's another sensitive subject i want to address here, and that is the problem of being honest in today's society.

I don't know about other places, but here in greece it's a problem.
We developed a society in which most people have to make excuses to deal with situations and relationships. I strongly believe that too much honesty hurts people.  Saying the truth, not mine, or yours, or his or hers, but the objective truth, supported by logical arguments and concrete proof, can possibly maybe even permanently damage, human relationships.

I have seen this from personal experience.
I absolutely do not want to change to conform to people's needs and and play their sick game.
Truth, that's all i want, and i am searching for it.