Change. And it's inevitability.

You can't stay the same. But sometimes you must have the courage to do this by yourself, and not let time change YOU.

Time is against us all, but if used properly, you only need to live your life, once.

And a life well lived is a life worth dying for.

I changed a chapter in my life by moving in Berlin, and currently struggling with learning the language, working as a waiter to make a living, and at the same time trying to figure out what the hell i am and what am i doing here?

These questions are ever so strong right now, that i'm struggling, far away from home, family and friends.

It's as if only when you're having difficulties in life, can you really touch the veil covering the big questions. And deep inside you know that by unveiling that scary black curtain you only make things worse, and want to continue in this black hole, in search of a possible redeeming answer, which will possibly lead you to your liberation.

I just wanna get on with my gardening training and html/css web design/freelance plans, at least for the next 6 years

and then get the fuck out. Probably.

Anyway... on to other interesting stuff..

I've been told about this old lady in a park in Berlin who has contacts with people who steal from big supermarkets and sell the goods REALLY cheap...  She looks like a typical old Vietnamese woman, but she's considered a "thief manager". 
She hangs around in that park surrounded by old people, some of them smoking weed and talking about life and old age and future and past. She also sells vietnamese home made food.
How cool is that?