The more i think about it, the more my head hurts.
What if i've this instead of that, what if i said that instead of this?
How would things change in this " non-linear timeline", or would they change at all?
I mean in the long term, not minor decisions, for example, choosing to write this post here, or not, would have a minor difference to you, the reader, as opposed to big decisions like
standing up for your beliefs no matter what (even if that means condemning yourself to live in fear, and away from the safety of the herd- you might not know what i'm talking about, if you're not my friend, maybe i'll reveal more in another chapter of my life)
In the end (this "temporary end" for these kind of thoughts... because... THEY ARE RECURRING)
it all comes down to the simple and unavoidably confusing answer, that "everything begins with choice"
(yayyyy i quoted the matrix) and that the choices we make, ultimately define our personality, shape our character, and reveal the path / provide the available choices ahead of us.
Now the real irony is for someone non-atheist to believe all these stated above ...
Speaking of which, i have to say, I HATE CHRISTIANITY. I especially hate it when bad people pretend to believe in god. I see them everyday. I interact with them. One of them has caused me trouble a couple of times for no reason at all. And has made life miserable for others.
I hope hes dies a horrible, agonizing slow torturous death.
Just wanted to express it out loud (typing loud, that is).
I think it's the first time i express myself like this. So much hate..
