I'd be lying if i started this post, saying, "sometimes i wonder..."
I ALWAYS WONDER - what the fuck am i doing here?
Why am i struggling to find an answer by creating?
Why do i always seek aesthetic perfection, since i know that it doesn't mean anything...
everything has no importance at all, yet, i'm trying to create... something..
to feel, even for a moment, good about myself.
Don't worry about the weapons.. it's just airsoft, games, - nothing more. I'm not PRO-WAR or anything...
