Numb. Numb. Numb again.
I need to sleep.
I need that special person. But there is no way in hell this is ever going to happen again.
I need to sleep.
I need to set short term goals. There is not enough time for me.
There is not enough time for all of us, yet we seem to think that we are gonna live forever, and when we realise that, one day we are gonna die, we decide to have children (whoever didn't want children by the age of 30-40 i mean) and of course we always keep doing that mistake of trying to make our child "be" us, and we are trying to convince it to live our way, and do the things we never did.
This is probably a mistake of the human evolution. Consciousness should have never been present in man.
I hate it.
It is the reason i live in angst.
It is the reason i occasionally suffer without any physical harm to my body.
I could have been better off without thinking.
Self awareness is the mode of thought that is going to bring the begining of the end for earth and mankind.
I am sure of it.
It is the reason technology exists, yet for the same reason people commit suicides.
What goes on in the mind of someone commiting suicide?
His/her last two seconds.
The last picture the eyes send to the brain.
The last thought.
The last breath.
The end.
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